- Mood:
impressed - Music:"Twist" - Goldfrapp
Man killed in Rogers Park crash
My mom and I were both jolted awake by a sickening, metallic crashing sound, followed by the screeching of tires as the Cadillac recoiled and the sound of the horn when his head (presumably he lost consciousnss almost immediately after contact) hit the steering wheel. We rushed to the window and saw the bus, its fender bent pretty badly, lying askew across the center line. There was a tree partially obstructing our view of the Cadillac, so we couldn't see what was going on inside, but I cannot possibly see how any human being could have survived. Even despite the tree it was obvious how grotesquely crushed and sheared the entire front and driver's side of the car was.
We were about to rush outside to offer assistance, but there were already well over a dozen people crowded around, and it couldn't have been more than two or three minutes before the police and two ambulances arrived. All day Saturday we remained stubbornly hopeful that they got there quickly enough to stabilize the poor man. It wasn't until Saturday evening that I managed to find the link to the Tribune article and read that he didn't make it through and was pronounced an hour later at the hospital.
I could sit here for the rest of my life and I wouldn't be able to adequately describe the sound of that collision. I've heard car crashes before, of course--I've been a passenger in two--but I could tell from the sound alone that there was a huge disparity in the damage to the vehicles. You could actually hear the car crumple under the impact and screech across the street as it took the brunt of the momentum.
I realize this is probably a bit hypocritical considering that I'm about the least religious person on the planet, but if you can spare a moment, say a prayer for this poor man's family. It was the first thing I did after catching a glimpse of what remaind of the car. God, I can't even begin to fathom how they felt when they got a call at 6 a.m. on Saturday morning that their father, husband, etc., had to go through that. One of them probably had to go down to the hospital and confirm the identity of the body... I can't even bring myself to think about that.
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- Mood:
amused - Music:"Cities in Dust" - Siouxsie and the Banshees
All things considered, that was $25 I should have put toward the aikido class I'm eyeing at the local YMCA. Or maybe some ice cream. Live and learn.
- Mood:
drained - Music:"Hurt" - NIN
He had an upper respiratory tract infection when we adopted him as a kitten. After a two-week course of penicillin it cleared up, and he was vaccinated againgst rhinotracheitis and calcivirus and all those nasty URI-causing bugs. I've been reading, however, that once they've had the disease, they are carriers for life and are susceptible to recurrences. The vaccine can apparently lighten the symptoms and result in a milder infection than would occur otherwise, but I'm still worried about him.
Most of what I've read insists that if he's been vaccinated and he only has the sniffles, it will probably clear up on its own in three to five days, provided no secondary bacterial infections occur. I'm just freaking out a bit because with the boyfriend back upstate, I have no car and therefore no means of taking him to the vet if his symptoms should worsen.
Damn it. I really hope it clears up on its own.
I'm not really in the holiday mood (I get to spend my day reading about mass spectrometry) but to everyone who is feeling festive and gets to attend fireworks tonight, happy Independence Day.
- Mood:
anxious
Your Score: Crackpot - INTJ
26% Extraversion, 80% Intuition, 93% Thinking, 80% Judging
People hate you.
Paris Hilton hates Nicole Richie. Lex Luther hates Superman. Garfield hates Mondays.
But none these even rates against the insurmountable hate, people have for you.
I mean, you're pretty damn clever and you know it. You love to flaunt your potential. Heard the word "arrogant" lately? How about "jerk?" Or perhaps they only say that behind your back.
That's right. I know I can say this cause you're not going to cry. You're not exactly the most emotional person. You'd rather spend time with your theoretical questions and abstract theories than with other people.
Ever been kissed? Ever even been on a date? Trust me, your inflated ego is a complete turnoff with the opposite sex and I am telling you, you're not that great with relationships as it is. You're never going to be a dude or chick magnet, purely because you're more concerned with yourself than others. Meh. They all hate you already anyway.
How about this- "stubborn?" Hrm? Heard that lately? All those facts which don't fit your theories must just be wrong, right? I mean, really, the vast amounts of time you spend with your head in the clouds...you're just plain strange.
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The other personality types are as follows...
Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Almost Perfect - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
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I don't think I've ever taken a personality test based on the Myers-Briggs system and not received a result of INTJ. I remember being a junior in high school and our career counselor administered one to my entire chemistry class. I was the only INTJ in the group. He gave me a pitying look, told me I'm the archetypal type-A personality, and recommended I become a defense attorney. Asshole.
Either these things are scarily accurate or I really am insufferable.
Ah well.
- Mood: amused
- Music:"We Still Kill the Old Way" - Lostprophets
Your Score: Semicolon
You scored 15% Sociability and 70% Sophistication!
Congratulations! You are the semicolon! You are the highest expression of punctuation; no one has more of a right to be proud. In the hands of a master, you will purr, sneering at commas, dismissing periods as beneath your contempt. You separate and connect at the same time, and no one does it better. The novice will find you difficult to come to terms with, but you need no one. You are secure in your elegance, knowing that you, and only you, have the power to mark the skill or incompetence of the craftsman. You have no natural enemies; all fear you. And never, NEVER let anyone tell you that you cannot appear in dialogue!
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Earlier I was wandering around the video rental place, wondering what to get, when I ran across Mrs. Henderson Presents. I've wanted to see it for awhile, but especially since I found out that Natalia Tena, the girl who plays Nymphadora Tonks, is in it. I admit to being insatiably curious about her since Tonks is my favorite female character, so I rented it just for the hell of it, and I absolutely loved every minute of it. I'm almost disappointed that I broke down and watched it already; it would have made a wonderful respite from studying tomorrow, since I've planned to do more tomorrow than I did today.
I don't understand all the disaparaging comments I've run across on message boards left by people who already harbor some unreasonable hatred for this girl. Why do they have it in for her? I think she seems fantastic. She had a fairly small part in Mrs. Henderson Presents, and frankly, when she was on screen, she was generally topless, so I was a bit distracted; but nevertheless, she came across as very funny and spirited. I can't count how many times I've run across remarks like, "But she doesn't LOOK like Tonks." Who gives a shit what she looks like? Clearly she has the personality for it, or presumably they wouldn't have cast her in the first place. I think all cast members thus far have been remarkably apt for their respective characters. Makeup and costume can work veritable wonders. People ought to simply be thankful that they found someone whom they believe can do Tonks' personality justice, because I, for one, think she's priceless.
So in conclusion, I don't care what anybody else thinks--I like her, damn it. I've read everything I can possibly find about her online, and while there's very little, everyone who has met her in person has raved about how kind and funny and down-to-earth she is. I think she seems like the kind of girl you could go out for dinner with and just talk and laugh and have a good time, which is precisely in keeping with my impression of Tonks. Give the girl a chance.
*retreats from soapbox*
- Mood:
geeky - Music:"Anarchy" - KMFDM
Your Score: Katharine Hepburn
You scored 23% grit, 4% wit, 71% flair, and 14% class!
You are the fabulously quirky and independent woman of character. You go your own way, follow your own drummer, take your own lead. You stand head and shoulders next to your partner, but you are perfectly willing and able to stand alone. Others might be more classically beautiful or conventionally woman-like, but you possess a more fundamental common sense and off-kilter charm, making interesting men fall at your feet. You can pick them up or leave them there as you see fit. You share the screen with the likes of Spencer Tracy and Cary Grant, thinking men who like strong women.
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Ohhhhh, I'm sick. I'm not as bad as the boyfriend is, but I still feel terrible. I had every intention of studying like crazy this weekend and then taking Memorial Day to simply laze around, but I suspect I'm going to end up spacing things out a bit more. The mere act of existing makes me feel queasy at times.
I bought all the mixings for a fantastic cake last night, and now the thought of food makes my stomach turn. Figures.
My class, at least, has taken a turn for the better. My lab TA is still unprepared, forgetful, and, in all honesty, not an especially good instructor, but I'm starting to pick things up much more quickly now, and my grade on the second exam was a dramatic improvement over the first. Initially I feared I simply had no aptitude for the subject, but as it turned out, I just desperately needed the first few chapters to review. It was moronic of me to take this now, when it's been well over a year since my last chemistry course.
At least I'm getting into the groove of things. I have biochem next winter, and I will never forgive myself if I do poorly in my final chemistry course as an undergraduate. I ought to be able to perform as well in my minor as in my major, after all.
- Mood: drained
- Music:"Like A Stone" - Audioslave
I don't understand why my friends won't listen to reason and use a similar service with more available bandwidth. The sheer volume of errors I have to contend with on a daily basis drives me nuts, but I'm not willing to stop frequenting the site because it's the only reason I've managed to stay in touch with many of my friends from high school. As annoyed as I am, I'm loath to give that up.
It's been a very, very busy week, but thankfully I get the ultimate respite tomorrow evening. I haven't been to a concert in over a year, and nothing is a more efficacious mood elevator than dancing and singing yourself hoarse to fantastic music. The best part is that I have a new digital camera, a very generous Christmas gift from my parents, and after exhaustive research concerning the venue in question, I can't find any restrictions placed on camera use within. I'm hoping I'll get to take a picture with the lead singer, whom I worship as a goddess. I dislike having my picture taken under most circumstances, but she's definitely worth it.
Speaking of the camera, I'd better make sure I have spare batteries around here somewhere and double-check that it's working...
- Mood:
silly - Music:"Unreadable Communication" - Curve
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- Mood: weird
- Music:"Comfortably Numb" - Pink Floyd
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My parents are in town. *dances* It's so great to see them.
- Mood: dorky
- Music:"Play Dead" - the Birthday Massacre
This, however, has made me her unabashed supporter.
I say good for her. I'm glad to see I'm not the only one who refuses to feel inferior for being an A cup.
- Mood:
mellow - Music:"Dead" - They Might Be Giants
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Hell yeah.
- Mood:
sick - Music:"Optimissed" - Skinny Puppy
The final chapter of Beyond All Doubt is now up at the Petulant Poetess. I have a finished story. :)
I'm trying not to think of all the 200,000+ word fics out there. I'm trying very, very hard.
- Mood: pleased
- Music:"Heart-Shaped Box" - Nirvana
You'd think, logically, that my schedule would get a bit easier with the end of the semester impending, but of course that doesn't happen. Now, in addition to my exam review, I have to make up for lost time in the lab tomorrow; go to the BA presentations at the School of Music on Sunday and turn in my final critique; attend the Phi Kappa Phi initiation Monday evening; study for my bio lab practical Tuesday; go to the Department of Physics on Wednesday afternoon to accept some award for having the best grade in my class; get through my last night volunteering at the clinic next Thursday...
*head explodes*
I should be excited to have so many fun things to do--especially attending the honors society initiation and accepting the physics award--but I don't feel like being busy for the next week. I feel like finishing my exam review so I can lie on the couch with a cup of tea and ignore the world. I was hoping for some time to relax this upcoming week before my exams, my parents' visit, and commencing summer classes. There goes that.
On the positive side, the boyfriend has been in a fantastic mood since he resumed playing World of Warcraft. :-P I can't say that I understand the obsession, but I wholly support anything that keeps him occupied and makes him so happy. He was in such an astonishingly good mood yesterday that he did his workout (I've been nagging him to do some form of cardiovascular exercise on a daily basis, even if only walking) and cleaned the cat's litter box without complaint. No griping, no grumbling, no scowling whatsoever. It was beautiful.
I don't even want to think about when I shall next have time to write. I'm trying to get caught up with posting chapters on Ashwinder, and after making 9312574 corrections for the admins at Petulant Poetess, I now have to switch half of them back to satisfy the admins at Ashwinder. I don't understand how supposedly "canon-compliant" issues can vary between between these sites. Isn't that why they're...canon? But then, I've been reading far longer than I've been writing, and I certainly don't have the experience to question their expertise. All this editing and posting is going to occupy what little time I have between classes next week, though.
- Location:physics building
- Mood: exhausted
- Music:"Lullaby" - the Cure
I have a huge lab report due, so I'm killing time in between obsessively rechecking calculations and searching for references. My TA forgot to mention the specific requirements for the literature cited page, so I'm waiting on a response to my email.
Tomorrow I'm going to finish with my references (provided she replies promptly), complete my studying for physics, and then write.
- Mood: calm
- Music:"Gold Dust Woman" - Fleetwood Mac
I gotta say, I'm really appreciating the fact that the university's music library is currently off limits without explanation. How can they reasonably expect to test me on pieces to which they won't give me access?
*mutters very nasty expletives*
I can't wait to finish with classes today and do all my cleaning so I can finally have the opportunity to write. I'll end up skulking around the gym and the library all day Saturday in order to occupy myself, since my boyfriend's parents will have taken over the apartment and the lab will be closed. I'm sure I'll have plenty of time to begin my exam review and write my paper then. I have to be grateful for that.
I am rather consumed at the moment with alternately worrying about my mother and the funeral preparations and contemplating how much longer I should continue with Beyond All Doubt. I'd love to go on for ages--that's not in question--but of course it has to be stopped at a logical point, and I haven't the vaguest idea where that would be. Should I get them into a relationship and then stop? Should I detail the relationship? Should I do even more than that?
Agh.
The kitten is eyeing an errant candy wrapper very intensely. It must be the shiniest thing he's ever seen. It's so amusing.
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:"Enter My Mind" - Drain STH
Well, my grandfather passed away this morning. My mom's currently en route to LA. I'm trying to be relieved for him because he's wanted to go for years, and the time was never right; but I think I'm failing miserably, if having no attention span and crying at random intervals is any indication.
I just hope my mother is okay. She'll have my (many) aunts and uncles there, and they can all support one another, but I feel horrendously guilty for being halfway across the damned country and unable to attend the funeral.
Somehow, contemplating my mom's side of the family (while I was supposed to be focusing on plant physiology, I might add) got me thinking today that a large family really is an amazing blessing. I can't imagine how much work it must have been for my grandmother to raise nearly ten children, God love her, but she and my grandfather have left behind them such an enviable legacy. They must have loved watching all their kids grow up to become such vastly different and incredible people and disperse to different areas of the country. You can't throw a stone in the US without hitting one of my millions of aunts and uncles, cousins, second cousins, etc., and I'm grateful for that fact. I've had the fortune of growing up among so many fantastic and fun relatives.
Considering what phenomenal mothers all the women in my family are, it's pretty pathetic that I'll probably never have the courage to raise even one child.
- Mood: drained
- Music:"Weak and Powerless" - A Perfect Circle
I know he's tired of existing in his current state, but I can't help selfishly hoping that he'll pull through. It's bad enough for me to think about it, but the thought of what it will do to my mom is devastating. She wants the best for him too, I know, but she's one of those people who will never let others know how much she's hurting. The fact that I'm 450 miles away and won't have the chance to be with her when they call is killing me. Transferring to a university across the damn state suddenly seems like a pretty poor idea.
I hate growing up.
The electives fill up so incredibly fast... I mistakenly assumed I would have an advantage, as I am in my sophomore year but have sufficient credits to qualify as a junior; but being able to register four days before the remainder of my classmates actually made little difference. The seniors snatched up the best electives, including the online health class I had originally wanted. Ah well. Everything else turned out perfectly--and I even got the anatomy lab section I was fretting over. If it had filled up too quickly, its loss would have ruined my entire schedule.
Scheduling is stressful. *exhales deeply*
As long as I'm awake, I should hit the gym. Fun.
- Mood:
busy
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